Yeah, this is pretty dumb. However, I wanna be able to keep some sort of “track” of this in the future.
This holiday has become another official watershed moment in my life, and I think — like with so many of the others — there’s no coming back from that.
I’m just so tired of beating my head against the wall…
… and now I see there’s no reason why doing this anymore.
I have always refused to being egotistical like them — and now I’m bound to admit I may have been wrong all along.
She’s “gone” as well.
* * *
“Such a lonely day
and it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life”